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Ta Hiron's avatar

Thanks for sharing your story and sorry to hear about your loss. I loved 'So I’ll sit in my garden, get filled up with love, anchor peace and send it around the world for the rest of my days. Their lives (and my guides) have helped me see this as service too.'

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Jules Apollo's avatar

Ta, apologies for not seeing this earlier - I posted this and then disappeared, not thinking anyone would see it. Thanks for your kind words.

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Beth Kempton's avatar

"Seems to me that octopi can partition the grief, assign one heart to be broken and one brain to muddle through the fuzzy numb, while the others pick up the slack." I cannot forget this image. Sending love for all you are carrying, and gratitude for sharing this with us.

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Cassie Wilkins's avatar

A beautiful read. Thank you for sharing. I'm sorry for your loss and the grief you're going through, but grateful for your words and the scripts especially. I've been on a big journey of loss these last few years - losing my mum to young-onset Alzheimer’s before we've "lost" her - and I found so much solace and comfort in reading this. Thank you 💜

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Jules Apollo's avatar

Thanks Cassie and hugs for your journey as well. Sorry for the late response - I posted this and then hid again!

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Camilla Sanderson's avatar

love, love, love: "feeling love and creative bliss is a subversive act when the world seems to want us to feel anger and fear."

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Jules Apollo's avatar

Thanks for being so supportive - I just saw these comments now, I posted and then disappeared. I was in a cocoon most of last year, becoming sovereign. :)

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Shaza's avatar

Thank you so much for sharing these gently painful personal experiences and memories.

Grateful to be a part of your writing. Loved this line:

Service to others in tiny ways creates massive waves that we leave as our legacy.

May their souls find peace and you much comfort in this healing process. Much Love, XX

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Jules Apollo's avatar

I always love blessings of peace - thank you Shaza! I love the name of your stack, off to read some now.

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Shaza's avatar

thank you, I hope you find bits of ponderous poems. I won’t overwhelm with emails and keep pressing publish to all emails button, so I usually quietly press to be published on the website only.

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